About: erin. 15 and doesn't know what the fuck she's doing.

yes, my blog title is a quote from Patrick Starr.
and i love blue eyes though i have been cursed with poopy colored eyes and i love looking at the sky. my life is basically now now, land of talk, tancred, national skyline, the most serene republic, owen, bombay bicycle club, stars, the radio dept, dustin o'halloran, and so many more wonderful people.
oh and here comes a ginormous list of quotes i like:

"Life's too short to care about what other people think." - The Glass Castle

If you keep doing what you're doing, you're gonna keep gettin what you got.

"Dreams. Are dreams real or are they made up from memories and things that just happen during the day? I don't really know. I hope they are just dreams." - A Stolen Life

“Hell is empty and all the devils are here” - William Shakespeare

"You don't listen to what I wrote
So I'm trying to be happy buried in my coat.
You have friends on every screen.
My old room doesn't even exist anymore.
Everywhere I've ever lived doesn't exist anymore." - Coat by Tancred

“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.” - Albert Einstein

“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.” - Oscar Wilde

"But this weather will not lift
It leaves us shouting into cliffs without an echo" - Prehistoric by Now, Now

"Well I have never been free, but I have always been cheap.
I have never been free.
But nothing in my bones can say just where you've been.
Nothing in my bones can let me start again.
I'll start again.
My eyelids falling down, all my dreams in black and white.
I see so clearly now I won't ever get it right.
But I don't wanna be free. I don't wanna be me.
I don't wanna be free." - Dig Up The Dead by Mansions

"You won't see it until it's too late" - Love is a Hunter by Rae Spoon

“If you had a million years to do it in, you couldn’t rub out even half the ‘Fuck you’ signs in the world. It’s impossible.” — Catcher in the Rye

"cause you can't miss what you forget" - Never Meant by American Football

"don't be a cookie that no one wants to eat because it got stuck to the stupid cookie sheet." - Brad Hale

"Christina kept searching. Certain only of what she didn't want." - Vicky Christina Barcelona

"Fair play to those who dare to dream." - Marketa Irglova

“I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.” —Stephen Chbosky

"smiling
spinning in circles
holding hands
the world is a blur
except when you’re standing" - Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros (English translation)

"I sink into myself afraid of the fall that never ends
I wait but I'm too tired to play pretend
I suffocate until the end" - Last Night by Motion City Soundtrack

"My body aches it heaves it shakes
All somersaults through so called art
And I still don't know exactly who I am
I never will amen" - Last Night by Motion City Soundtrack

"Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything’s okay and everything’s going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything’s gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face" - Ironic by Alanis Morissette

"It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife" - Ironic by Alanis Morissette

“At a certain part in your life. Probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself, “But I am this person.” And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love.”
— Miss Dodger (Phoebe in Wonderland)

“Have you ever felt like you’re running very fast just to stay in the same place?”
— Phoebe (Phoebe in Wonderland)

“Sometimes I get this feeling…this feeling to jump off a roof.”
“You want to die?”
“No…It’s just what I feel like all the time with the things I do—I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it. It’s like being on the edge of a roof all the time.”
— Phoebe in Wonderland

“Sometimes you think you don’t have hope but you keep on anyway and then you know you have it.”
— Miss Dodger (Phoebe in Wonderland)

"like a nostalgia for the present I couldn't shake it." - George (The Art of Getting By)

"I just want someone to care. I want someone who won’t judge me, because I’m me." - unknown

“I care so much about everything that I care about nothing” ― William Saroyan, My Heart's in the Highlands

“My friend...care for your psyche...know thyself, for once we know ourselves, we may learn how to care for ourselves" - Socrates

“Remember that children, marriages, and flower gardens reflect the kind of care they get.” ― H. Jackson Brown Jr.

"The lonely become either thoughtful or empty." - Mason Cooley

"I feel like its all been said, and I don't want to be misread so now I'll go" He Was Lost by National Skyline

"It's okay,
I don't even cry
all I think about is a memory
and the dream when you kissed my arm
as I look away, don't hear what I say
That maybe when I die,
I'll get to be a car
driving in the night
lighting up the dark." It's Okay by Land of Talk

"It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult." - Seneca

"it's okay, I don't even cry" - It's Okay by Land of Talk

"In our culture, it's because of the stigma or the human nature of parents not wanting to think anything is wrong with children." - Beverly Moore

"How deep is the hole I feel I'm in?" - Quarry Hymns by Land of Talk

"My love
Love is the everchanging spectrum of a lie,
A lie to hide behind when nothings right
You take form with ink and blood
Can't you see I'm good
Nothing outside will care enough
Nothing outside of you
The dangers of showing
Any kind of weakness
Just to forget your born
Nothing outside of you" The Everchanging Spectrum of a Lie by The Joy Formidable

“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art… It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.” — C. S. Lewis

"i'd like to turn off time
and kill my mind
you kill my mind
paranoia paranoia
everybody's coming to get me
just say you never met me
i'm going underground with the moles
hear the voices in my head
i swear to god it sounds like they're snoring
but if you're bored then you're boring
the agony and the irony, they're killing me
i'm not sick but i'm not well
and i'm so hot cause i'm in hell
i'm not sick but i'm not well
and it's a sin to live so well" - Flagpole Sitta by Harvey Danger

“I wonder how many times a day I cry. I should count one day, I bet I’d be amazed” — Martine, The Yellow Handkerchief (2008)

"i can't find comfort in the fact that it could be worse" - Could Be Wore by Eef Barzelay

“Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.” — Carl Jung

“Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.” - Victor Hugo

"let's be surrealistic"